So of course that means it's time for another post, right? Been feeling more of the same lately, but I'm at least coming to terms with it. Not super energetic, not super excited about anything. Particularly feeling nostalgic, missing things I shouldn't be missing, people I shouldn't be missing, and places I shouldn't be missing.
Enter Thanksgiving. I wish... still another week. I really can't wait to go home, and be away from school, away from missing things. I want to get at least SOME fix. A home fix would be nice. When it gets cold and starts feeling like the holiday season, it just seems wrong to be spending that time NOT at home with my family. I just feel like I have a really strong association in that way.
I'm starting to feel really dull because I am sort of lacking in hobbies recently. It kind of dawned on me that throughout the majority of college having a boyfriend was a hobby of mine. Then dating was a hobby. Now... not so much. I ride my bike sometimes, but not enough. I should do that more. I used to write poetry. I should start doing that again. I used to draw, paint, play... I need to do, I need to create. "I should make better use of my time on land" ...thanks Format. I feel that once Thanksgiving comes, the semester will end quickly, then we'll have a REAL break, and then I get a fresh start at a new semester.
My last semester.
Can you say, shivers?
~L
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