I have been off the past few weeks, and with Charlie's death, it seemed to cap everything off while simultaneously ending the offness. When I heard of Charlie's passing, my own problems seemed less significant. I was able to put those behind me and mourn the loss of a good friend and a great person. Mourning Charlie was an outlet for me to rid myself of all of my insecurities that had built up. I spent three days crying, due to Charlie, what Charlie made me think about Cassie, and attached to all of that were all of the bad feelings I had from before. I just cried them all out. Now, there's an "in memory of" gathering this weekend to share good stories about him and remember the happiness he brought to the world. Then, I can take a deep breath, and push forward with my life, leaving behind me the sadness of a sudden loss and the strain of worrying about my life too much. Thanks, Charlie. You are missed.
~L
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